Wow where to begin. I have seen so many changes recently. Not just with me, but with others as well. The most recent being my doctor. I saw her yesterday for a prescription I wanted. She began asking me how I was feeling in regards to my MS, she wanted details, then asked the price I paid to have the procedure. As I was leaving she said "You are the only MS patient I have that has had this done. I'm just very curious to know how things are going." She was all smiles. I think she is in support of this new treatment, however like she said, she has to remain non-supportive. I'm glad that I am able to give her real life evidence that this procedure is beneficial, instead of all the garbage that is being passed down to physicians. As requested, I will keep her up-to-date on my progress.
Now this brings me to my "lack of symptoms". I call it that since every week something has dissipated. Last weekend I was able to work a full 8 hour shift on my feet until 1am and not be tired when I got home! That alone gave me such an adrenaline rush that when I got home and was talking to Bryden, he asked how much coffee I had had. haha During that evening I was also doing bar without a register. Which means everything had to be done by hand. I was very nervous about that since my cognitive skills have not improved much, but I surprised myself yet again! I was able to add up the cost of the drinks in my head a well as the appropriate change. My energy level is very high, which can sometime be a very bad thing. I made the mistake of going too hard one day, cleaning everything and making dinner, that the next day I was exhausted. I have to get into the habit of taking breaks. Once I get on a role, I don't stop. I think I learned my lesson.
The last bit of great news I have is my balance ability. This past Monday, for my Birthday, I wore heels for the first time in a year and a half. I have been too scared to wear them since my procedure because I think I was traumatized. The embarrassment was too much before. However, I did wear heels and did not struggle with balance problems! The only difficulty was getting used to being up that high again, and walking slower of course. I felt like a little girl wearing her moms heels for the first time! It took me a good hour to get used to them. That night was a great celebration of my new life.
I am so thankful for facebook as it allows me to keep in contact with my "MS Family" and hear how they are doing. We all seem to be so happy. Even if it's a bad day, it is MUCH better than the best day pre-Liberation. Just have to keep your head up, stay active and healthy. Pura Vida!!
Wow, I am amazed at your progress and will be sharing your story with my doctor when I see him in a week or so. Keep getting stronger gal. I am so very happy for you. Thank you again for taking so much time with me and explaining about CCSVI. It is amazing I hadn't heard about it before but I find a lot of info now.
ReplyDeleteLove your blogs Melissa, you really know how to put feeling into your words. It is wonderful to hear of your many improvements. So glad your doctor is showing interest in your procedure. Bill sometimes overdoes it to, and pays the next day. Looking forward to your next blog. Say hi to Bryden for us, and take care of that body.
ReplyDeleteThank you to both of you! Diana- I am dying to hear about your recent developments. PLEASE fill me in. Send me an email? melissakozey@hotmail.com. I was more than happy to inform you of CCSVI! Diane- I hope Bill is seeing great improvements as well. Based on your comment of him overdoing it, I'm assuming he has a higher energy level too. That makes me very happy. I will pass on your "Hi" to Bryden!
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